~ fly the word ~

I wish I could get my parents to write my name for me, so beautifully like they used to, again.. Wish they’d alone be responsible for my doings, again.. Wish I’d be able to care less

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(but this time, not ‘again’); as I can’t seem to remember any point in my life in which I just simply ‘didn’t worry’.. And unlike all worries, I never seemed to worry about me as much as I worried about them, my dearly loved ones! Worry, panic & freak out, not necessarily externally, but rather, internally.. I’d bleed for you & just not show it that much.. I wonder when will I ever learn to ‘take it easy’, take a step backward & just let things be!

Umm, it’s been a while now that confusion has been knocking on all my doors.. I don’t mind it now as much though; ‘cuz I know that whatever it is that takes place, I’ll somehow learn how to be fine with it.. Didn’t Allah grant us the capability of doing so in the first place?

A couple of days ago, I saw this li’l bird flying around in the food court & it landed right in front of where I was eating.. It was unbelievable! A bird in the food court?! Just amazing :D

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Mama has put these two plates in the balcony for birds to come eat & drink from.. One carries rice & the other water.. When I went to refill the water, I wondered how did all the birds know that in the Hamdy’s balcony there is food? I mean, at the beginning it was only two birds coming & having their share, but now almost all the birds surrounding our area have heard the news :) I guess it’s like how we see it in the cartoons; they tell each other & ‘fly the word around’ :)