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“They say that women change

But you are ever constantIn your changefulness

Like that still thread

Of falling river

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One from source to last embrace

In the still pool

Ever-renewed and ever-moving on

From first to last

From first to last

A myriad of water drops”

~By Mr. Randolph Henry Ash~

Well, I possess 21 solar years now! Actually on the 5th of April that was.. 21 solar years.. Even the day I was born in was an "israa and mi'raj" day.. But it has changed.. How many lunar years I wonder! I’ve definitely changed.. And through all the changes, I’m still ME! With the angels on my shoulders.. Counting it all.. But wooooooohooooooow! I changed! I look at my hand & it’s different.. I look at myself in people’s eyes & wow! They surely see me way differently than they used to..

“There are things that happen not spoken or written of.”

~ By I don’t know who.. ~

Yeah, I’ve learnt a lot.. Learned how to fax, but still wonder how it goes?! How even connection itself has changed over the years?! How khalo got my face to

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be a part of an eatable piece of cake?! How we can love so much, & yet are capable of loving more?! How is it that as much as we learn, there is & always will be a lot more to catch up on?!

Bismika Allahuma amooto wa a’hya..
With Your Name, O Allah, I die and return to life